It has been few days already now. I don’t want to use my mouth to breathe all the time, but do I have any better choice? The cough gets worse, as breathing through my mouth makes my throat really dry. It felt like cracking the other day when I woke up. And this morning I found some blood in my sputum already. Gosh… this could be one of the worst flu in these few years.
I notice you cared for me more these days; you even smsed me few times during the day. And did I tell you it was so warm to wake up to the fragrance of the dinner you prepared for me? (or was it just my imagination, since my nose is blocked =P) Although the dishes weren’t that exciting, but still the effort you put in was more meaningful than anything else.
And I’m proud I can turn down his tempting offers. But it puzzles me why he still bother to write and ask me about my condition, and later send me a sms to ask further when he didn’t do that at all the time when I wished he did. Men are funny creatures, aint they? He said I’m hard to understand, but I think it was even harder for me to understand him. Those offers will only make me miss the past, and bring back lotsa unnecessary memories. Or was it just a test from him to see if I can completely leave him? Could it be a real but delayed care?
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